Life drawing class

drawing using box bored and compressed charcoal

Life drawing class

i drawn the lily pound

sometimes it happy
sometimes it sad
sometimes good
sometimes sick
i dont know maybe it never gets less or maybe not!

i'm sorry. i love you.

When he said he choose love and happiness,
my mouth felt like can't moved to say a word.
He make me felt that,
the time that tick fast become slower,
the madness are gone.
The noice became song.
The fighting are never happen.
Ohh god I'm so thankfull that I new him.
Such a good man.
Nothing can make me change my mind.
I do... I do... Want to be with you!
I do want u to holed me.
I do want to change my life.
And I do want to be With love and happiness..

I love you B!

I FOUND LOVE

ps:/sorry did update for long time..

in this past 5 mouths, lots of things has happen in my life.. after the tragedy..
i found him.. his name is Brendan Moses. yes he is black guy.. it's been 4 mouths already we are together.. im so happy every things is change now better more then ever ..
xoxo

IHATELOVE

i used to be tried of being alone..
but at the time i get love i feel so emotion like sad ,
angry , jealous, love make me crazy..
but when im so far away from my love i felt like so lonely again.
i hate being jealous i make me cry, and my hearts being start a small hole and if i keep remember is it's getting bigger.
but when the time im not alone my hole will heal slowly..
and i will feel happy..
but in the time that jealous come back i will be another hole im my heart..
i wish i can make that hole gone and never come again..
i hate love but im in love and i love him more then anyone else..
i hate love....

RAINBOW COLORS

i wish my life can just be like rainbow..

full of colors that have meaning of it..

the 7 colors bring you the greatest thing ever that you want.:-

red - i wish i can change the time.. and undo my mistakes

orange - i wish i'm rich..

yellow - i wish people can stop shitting me..

green - i wish i will be always happy..

blue - i wish can be more beautiful..

indigo - i wish i have the best life even in world and haven..

violet - and i wish.. i have the greatest lover that love me no matter what happen.........