Thursday, April 7, 2011

5 Love Poem for u and the last one from me

# 1
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -


I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

- Jessica Blade -


I thought love was just a mirage of the mind,
it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.
But the day I met you, I began to see,
that love is real, and exists in me.

- Chris Farmer -

There is a dime a dozen...
Then there is one in a million...
But baby, you are once in a lifetime.

- Victor Rodriguez -

When I wake up in the morning
Sunshine's falling on my skin
And I call you up to tell you
What a happy mood I'm in

Feel the rhythm in my body
And sing is all I wanna do
I feel the day will bring me sunshine
for it's another day with you

- Nikki Daniƫls -


i love you B! happy one year! <3

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Life drawing class

drawing using box bored and compressed charcoal

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Life drawing class

i drawn the lily pound

Friday, September 24, 2010

sometimes it happy
sometimes it sad
sometimes good
sometimes sick
i dont know maybe it never gets less or maybe not!

Monday, September 20, 2010

i'm sorry. i love you.

When he said he choose love and happiness,
my mouth felt like can't moved to say a word.
He make me felt that,
the time that tick fast become slower,
the madness are gone.
The noice became song.
The fighting are never happen.
Ohh god I'm so thankfull that I new him.
Such a good man.
Nothing can make me change my mind.
I do... I do... Want to be with you!
I do want u to holed me.
I do want to change my life.
And I do want to be With love and happiness..

I love you B!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010


ps:/sorry did update for long time..

in this past 5 mouths, lots of things has happen in my life.. after the tragedy..
i found him.. his name is Brendan Moses. yes he is black guy.. it's been 4 mouths already we are together.. im so happy every things is change now better more then ever ..

Monday, June 7, 2010


i used to be tried of being alone..
but at the time i get love i feel so emotion like sad ,
angry , jealous, love make me crazy..
but when im so far away from my love i felt like so lonely again.
i hate being jealous i make me cry, and my hearts being start a small hole and if i keep remember is it's getting bigger.
but when the time im not alone my hole will heal slowly..
and i will feel happy..
but in the time that jealous come back i will be another hole im my heart..
i wish i can make that hole gone and never come again..
i hate love but im in love and i love him more then anyone else..
i hate love....